walls

Looking at this screen and touching these keys creates such anxiety. I want to express my thoughts - out loud, on paper, on screen...somewhere. But I have the hardest time communicating anything that is actually meaningful and close to my heart. I don't know how to tell people I love anything that I think might genuinely upset them or make them feel disappointed in me.

let's give this thing a whirl

I found my way back here, didn't I. Something is calling me to put hands to keyboard and say something. So here's my something: I am no closer to finding my way at 30 than I thought I would when I was 25. Punto.